Emptiness and other

hard to write from emptiness
can't write our way out of it eitiher
it is what it is which is seemingly nothing
but can nothing be felt experienced defined if it is not
other than emptiness?
if we are emptiness how can we experience other?
hard to feel or think or imagine or think from a place of empty
how do we get from overwhemed to empty
does it even matter?
so much to do
so much ambivalance
antipathy
art is apathy
artapathy
apart
apart
solitary art is whatever we say
nothing at all
maybe to church for easter or not since last time was guilt-inducing
then again
easter to be guilty seems appropriate
considering the nastiness and duplicity without which
would there have been a rebirth?